Monday, June 1, 2026

TENEBRAE DEMENTIA

 primordial darkness swelling inward,  

a dementia radiating perpetual spite  

is a black hole  

in the self-awareness of the self  

and of those close to it,  


it devours love,  

emits waves of despair  

from A to O,  

from one to nine  

(the seventh is no greater, no more meaningful)  


darkness persists  

from dawn to dusk,  


counting the strikes of the clock  

becomes sifting numbers—  

some fall through the holes,  

some are forgotten altogether,  


left behind  

like last summer’s pumpkin  

to wither on top of the cupboard  


…  


someone is walking somewhere  

I have seen him  

known him  


who?  


me / you / he?  


o?

Momentum


Glass galleries hold
glimpses of memory
in a capsule
at the ice-cream corner

a flash—

threads still in the air

a pause:
new fibers twisting into strings,
old ones lowering their heads
into reminiscence

relation-mayhem
folding into
unknown joy,
if let

amid a dawn of a day—
almost gray,
almost rainy,
but not yet

you stop—

still
an almost-smile,
almost poignant,
still

staring at
a dragon-shaped balloon
guarding something
that needed no guarding,
or perhaps
it was not even there

the moment loosens,
fading into the day

and still
you don’t move

those 10,000 steps
a day
toward solitude